Tick... Tock.. Tick ...
11:15..11:35...11:45... waiting at the clock to strike at 12 o'clock. Where the unceasing loud noises, unending greetings, joyful laughters and beautiful fireworks display start. As the New Year arrived, may we change now the bad attitudes we have into good ones as how the calender turned its page forward.
"You are so negative person, trust yourself okay?"
I can't do this, I am sure of that. My grades will surely go down. Failure is connected in me. I shall now give up. I dont belong here. I will never fit in.
"Intovert".
Being alone is more fun than having people around you. Yes, am alone but not lonely at all.
" Fiction are fiction, get a life!".
Troy Ferrel, Deib Lohr, Maxpein Zein, Elijah Montefalco, Knight, Mika.... Jonaxx,Ventrecanard,Sweetmagnolia, Yam-Yam 28, alyloony, arildaine...
Yes, that is just a few names and authors that I've known in wattpad.
"I don't need additional lazy person here".
I will do that tommorow. Not now. I'm tired I have to sleep. I will do that but not now, the deadline is not yet announce.
"You hate any responsibilities".
I can't be a leader please pass it to others. I can be a cooperative member but not meant to lead others.
That is my 2018 version that I want to change step by step now. I am very ashamed in these attitudes that I have. So now I am promising to atleast try my best to alter these into something that I can be proud of. I will be now changing my disposition on how I will look things. Be more positive, be optimistic. I will try to have more time on having friends than spending it to meet another fictional charaters. I also promise to lessen my laziness, this can't be easy to take out off in my system but I will do everything to avoid this. And yes, responsibilities are hard... " but always remember in everything we do there's always a lesson that we would learned" .. yes I will remember that.
Old habits are hard to forget especially the bad ones but I promise that this 2019 I will be the best version of myself.
Tick... Tock..tick .. Tock..
2017...2018...2019..
Waiting for our time to come to its end before changing?. Start now.
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